Life,Love & Death Part-II

I am not a regular blogger,i write blogs when something affects me deep inside my heart....

I think now i have a reason to write a blog....

It is not everday that we go to an orphanage home....

I was standing there waiting for the manager or some responsible person to come....
The place was filled with beautiful and cute little kids....playing happily...It was so warming to see them...

I saw a old lady having a 3-4months old baby in her hands....

I was a bit curious about how that baby came there....I asked that old lady....

"The manager of this home got a call around 10 in de night....telling that a baby is lying in the station platform...can you come and take it to your home....

The baby was actually born on de chrompet platform and the parents left the baby there itself....

the manager of the home a 60-70 year old lady came there and took the baby to the nearest hospital and took care of it, still taking care of it......."

My eyes were wet when the old lady stopped talking.. Then she continued telling that...every kid living here has a story like this....The house had kids from different states and in fact a kid was from nepal....

After few minutes the manager came out with a very warming smile on her face...She welcomed us and was talking about those kids....She has lot of medical complaints and her children left her like an orphan when she became old....But she did not give up...she took people like her who needed love and protection.....She learnt
that seeking love will not get it...only givin love to others vil get you love...So she dedicated her life for them....
I felt so blessed to meet her.....

People like her are those who balance the filthy and nasty bad things done by a lot of people....



She found unity and love in diversity...People like us who have got everything are finding diversities in the unity we have.....

Doing service to the society doesn't mean we have to start a home and dedicate our life for it like her..Do your bit of help to people who dedicate their life like this person....That is more than enough.....



Be happy----Make Others Happy----

HAPPY LIVING :)

Life,Love & Death Part-I

Hi All :)

This is my first try on the blog...

This particular blog is all about real life experiances of various people about Life , Love & Death

Death the only differentiation between the real brave people and the fake ones...

Death the only thing that no one wants to happen in their life..Eventhough everyone knows it is going to come..still no one beleives that they will die...

I was told that she tied 10 knots around her neck....

How can a 89 year old lady can tie so many knots around her neck...From where she got the strength?

The place was filled with the poeple moaning..

Still no one was interested to know what has happened there...

Everyone in the house confirmed it was a Suicide!!!

But all of them had their own version of the story;

some told she was sleeping peacefully till that day morning 6:00AM...

and some told that she went out to the river in my village by morning 5:00AM...

When i went to the scene..i requested the local people to log a complain in the police station and get the post-mortem report...

For which i got nice scoldings from the people that am asking to cut the body which is a Sin!!!!!

I forced them to todo that...but it was a failure...

After losing all my hope i came and sat in a corner of the house..

There were 2 people sitting there and crying...i wanted to know who are they and why are they sitting alone..

i went near them and asked..they told they are sisters of that old lady...

and they are sitting alone because they know their is something fishy about the death and they are doubting some people their in that group...

I asked them why they did not log a complain...they gave 2 reasons:

There is no police station in that village and they are scared about the death...

I came back dis heartened from that place...

Is a person's life has become so cheap in this world...I can still remember people telling that it was better that old women died..

How can death be a better option for anyone in their life..when we don't know what is going to happen after it..

Some people tell this earth, the place where we are living ..is Heaven..and some tell it as Hell!!!

Death is the one stage in life that has not been deciphered by anyone yet...

How would one feel right at the moment when he/she is going to die...

how would one feel when they know their journey on this earth is going to end....

how would one feel about Life and Death....when they're going to die..

To Be Contd...

Next topic is about-Life

Chapter-2

It’s been two months since I joined mindtree. The fun, laughter and the excitement has not drained even a single percent. Everyday is exciting with anil. He has shown me a different dimension of my life!!
These were first few lines written in the diary…
I browsed the whole diary. Few pages that hit my heart very hard,

January 12th 1998,
We went to the theme park together with anil’s friends. He introduced all his friends to me that day. Few to remember well are Rakesh, Kavitha , and Sunil. I was messaging to Kavitha that whole evening and night. She looks like a reserved girl. But she is very supportive.
Rakesh- the most weird guy I have met in my life. He was cheated by an auto wala. He was dropped at KR market instead of Majestic and he believed it!!!! What an introduction .i don think there is to much to talk about this guy as of now. I didn’t know much about Sunil. The whole day i had an awesome experience.
Good night god!!!


January 25th 1998,
Today rakesh introduced me to his special friend. Actually she is from my college. But have never been nor tried to be a friend of her. Her name is devi. Very quiet girl.
Today I met Kavitha after that trip.We were having a walk outside coffee day.
Evening around 6.30 P.M I got a call from Devi. Was speaking to her for a long time. She was talking about our college days. It was nice to remember our past at times. it makes us young.
Tomorrow I am gonna take Kavitha out for lunch. I dono how she is going to react. Lets hope for the best.
Everyday some or the other fight with the colleagues coz of anil. But it is very interesting. To fight with people when you know you are right.
Good night god!!!!
January 26th 1998,
I had all my plans set. Booked two seats in the most costliest and the most beautiful restaurant in the town. Got a bike from friends. Got my dress ironed for the first time in my life. I called her by 12.30A.M in the morning and told her about my plan. She was very excited to hear that. I told her to wear a pink dress( FYI.. pink is my favorite color). I did not get sleep yesterday night. I was thinking (dreaming actually) about every second of that day.
Got up very early in the morning. First day to see the sunrise. Dressed well as if am going to get married today.
Went to class room for a change. The whole class was very silent. Everyone was looking tensed. The nerd groups were memorizing something like kids learning 2nd table. I went and sat in my place. The person sitting next to me told it was a surprise test. Surprise test!!!!! Today!!!!!!!!!
The whole sky was falling on my head. I felt a deep silence around me. Thousands of thoughts were crossing my head. How will I tell this to Kavitha. Why this happens only to me in this whole world.
I gasped some air to get back my breath. I took my phone and called her told what happened. Was waiting to get blasted by her completely. But she was not at all talking about the lunch plan. She was more worried about my preparation for the exam. I was totally taken aback by her approach. By her care and her maturity.Oh god!!!
What she has done to me???
I am talking about a girl so much in my life for the first time.
Good night god!!!!
January 31st 1998,
If I look back this month. It’s been a month of friendship. I got a lot of new friends. Had nice time with them. But Kavitha. I missed the lunch with her this month coz of that stupid surprise test I had. I will surely take her out this February.
Day after tomorrow rakesh and anil are leaving to Chennai. Today rakesh told me to take care of his girl friend. That sounded very different to me. It was looking as if he doubts his own girlfriend. I was not able to accept this.
Good night god!!!
January – month of friendship


2009 December 31st-12.30P.M.(Present)
I was completely with those words in the diary. It was looking as if he doubts his own girlfriend ….Is that the truth?
my mind went back to that place. where i was talking to Devi in front of anil at coffee day.............
To be Contd!!!!!

Corporate

Chapter-1
2009 December 31st-6.00 a.m.
The sky is still dark. The road is not visible yet. I was standing in the bus stop waiting for my friend in that cold December morning. Today is the day my best friend is going to get married. But will he welcome me when I go there?
2009 December 31st-8.00a.m.
I know this drive is going to be a very long one. Anil was very quietly driving the car. I broke the silence by asking his gift for the marriage. He stared at me and told “I am coming for his marriage since you forced”. Same adamant character. People’s basic character never changes.
The diary in my hand was very cold. I kept it in the car dashboard. Anil took a notice at it and asked me what is it. I told with a little bit hesitant that it was Shankar’s diary. He was surprised to see that. I can still remember the day when he vacated my room he left the diary in my bureau.

2009 December 31st-10.00a.m.
We were standing in the tea shop. The milestone read it was 800km to Bangalore. It implies 14 more hours of journey. The sun was shining very bright. We sat back into the car. Anil asked me to open the diary and read. I told I cannot do that. He told there is nothing happened in his life that we were not aware of. I did not accept it. But what he told was right. It is 1998 diary. The year when we three rakesh, anil and Shankar became friends. The year that changed my life totally. The year where I saw all colors in my life including darkness.

2009 December 31st-11.45a.m.
I opened the diary after so many thoughts flashing in my mind like a thunderbolt.

The first line in the diary was:

“In this journey called life!!!!”



The words in the diary took me to January 1st 1998
to be contd....